Put on your new mask

You know whaaaaat?

I decided, rushly btw, to export all of the entry from here to my new permanent blog on wordpress. Oh I forgot to tell you guys that lately I've been moving there because my Multiply's blog are going to be close down per December. Can you believe that??

That was fucking annoying! They (multiply) want to shut all of their socmed feature and focusing on the online shop, asshole. Okay, that's too much cursing in one paragraph, sorry.

I know I was really not into Multiply lately but I just decided to be active again there and then 2 days later they announced it and I was like, what the hell?!

Moving on..

I'm also decided to apply the new template. I didn't design it myself, I was just kind a make it about so, so using the basic adjustment blogger had provided. It's really simple and I love the width of the main background. So I can put a really big nice picture on it and it'll look very good. But I'm too lazy to add pictures in the recent post... really need to get it done soon but not tonight. I'm dead tired.

XOXO
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Not a box full of stone but a stone as big as a box

I remember that night, when I'm still a new kid in the boarding house. I heard a loud noises around 3 AM. Bump, bump, bump! It's like a something really heavy hitted the ground.

So I checked out and I saw a girl (I supposed she's my senior) lifted a box in the stairs. One at a time, seems like a real heavy thing.

I helped her out. It's a damned heavy. She said it's a stone and I was like 'Yeah, rite. No way it's a stone. And why is it so big anyway. And why are you carrying a big heavy stone at 3AM?'

But I didn't say a thing and just helped her out then got back to sleep in my room.

The next day I knew she studies geodesi so that night before was a real stone then. Wew..

So Much for Promises

I did it again, huh?

Promise to write more often but then it's been 5 months since my last post. Haha.

Well I'm not sorry actually. As usual, busy schedule, not in the mood, or currently in the appropriate situation to write any.

So, here my current state: I get a tifus.

Not that bad, only a pre-symptons but I got down pretty harsh and my parents kinda freak out. They told me to 'opname' immediately while I think a big nonsense since I still can take care of myself. I can even driving in the morning though I'm down again in the afternoon and every other night.

So, in the middle of my struggle (hell yeah). I heard that this Scholarship's application I wanted since high school is must be filled in due to the day after tomorrow.

I'm in such a rush to get my photograph taken, asking an approval to the faculty, and completed all of the papers that necessary in 1 day. I took care of it in high fever, and my body is so weak. But I'm willing to do it anyway.

The disaster happened when I still can get the faculty's approval in the deadline's day. It was 31 May's, and they can only approved me the next day, on 1 June.

I decided it to sent it without the approval's paper. But the courier said they can only delivered the application on 1 June. Oh meeeen.. But I want it so bad So I kept sent it anyway.

Then on 1 June I sent the approval paper from my faculty and the courier said the can delivered it on 2 June. Still, I sent it anyway.

My senior said we'll got a text from them if our application's been accepted and then we can go to next level: Psychotest (did I wrote it right?). But the day passed and I still haven't gotten the text.

This is it. I ruined my only chances! Shit! Goodbye scholarship! I gave up. I never thought about it anymore.. But then the text was coming today~

OMG I'm so glad !!

But the test will be held on 13th June. Damn, I have a final test that day and in the same time. I can feel my happiness fade away. Damn, I won't make it. Goodbye... (again)

That's before my friend texted me and told me if we'll have the final text in the next following week, not this week!

Shit happens!

I still get the chances, boy!

Yes, yes!!

I'm going to have a psikotes on 13th June. And hopefully I can get on the interview, and passed it as well. Pleaseeeee let me be the one of the chosen!

Thanks, God! You really love me..

I'll try my best. Please, please let me get the scholarship, please!

I'm on Holiday

Hi, it's been a year since my last update. Yea, yeah I know I've been lazy to post an entry. Ever since I'm busy with my college. Yeah I sounds like a frat jerk, rite?

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I've thought about gave it an update but currently I'm in a low morale and I'm afraid I'll wrote something emotional or unethical post here so I decided to write nothing. I will really write something or an even that I've been given a second thought so it won't be looks shallow or to emotional.

Well, that's a blast.

I'll write something else later.

Tomorrow, let it be..

It's been an peaceful day. I spent a lot of money for books I wanted most and it was feel great. But I'm broke now but it doesn't matter cz I can read the book and stop worryieng about money.

XD

Effing Helling Day

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I was so excited to watch it since our goverment already pulled out their 'larangan'. So I took the first train at 5.25 am and went for 3 hours headed to Yogyakarta from Madiun. My mother cook instant noodles for my breakfast but I think it's bad noodle because I get stomache and had to the toilet on the train! Not to mention 2 hours in pain before I could go to the toilet. And the AC was not help at all.

After that, I still got a lot of time before bought Harry Potter's ticket so I impulsively rode TransJogja to get to my dorm which was took about another one and half an hour and I got really sick! I always wanted to puke when I walked from shelter to my dorm. It was far and quite sunny so I felt it was like a hell. I got to go to the toilet again right after I arrived in the dorm. Dang!

At noon, my Dad called me and asking had I already paid the tuition. Well, I just had came out from toilet, I got really sick and I didn't ate at all. But I had to go to paid that tuition so there I go. And the administrator said that I had to walk about 18 minutes to the bank and gave them the slip! Omaigad!! I was forced to walk again for 36minutes while what I wanted most was laying on my bed, sleep. Crap!

After that effing helling paying tuition I rode to Empire XXI because there was pre-sale ticket for Harry Potter and the queue was a shock! And the most shocking moment was after 30minutes I reach the front line and read the sticker that said one person gets 4 tickets max! Dang! I was planning to buy 7 tickets in one row. Omigod. Die. So the starving and sick me had to go home.

But, well, I had to get my motorcycle serviced so I spent about 45minutes waited and curcol to my friend that I didn't get the tickets and that I had to wait until 3 to get it with mtix. And then here came my hero, she asked that she would help me to ge the tickets for 7. Together we went to Empire XXI again and it went well, the queue wasn't that long anymore and we get the ticket for weekend, 20% more expensive but I don' mindd. We even had a good talk, so thank you!

I'm waiting for next saturday. Se you guys :*

Err, I'm not done yet. After I got to my dorm, all I wanted was sleep. But my room was being repaired so it's dirty, full with dust or cements. My foot get dirty and itchy then I had to spent an hour or two to get rid of it! In the end of the day I got so tired and still couldn't sleep at all. Dang!

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I love it

I join http://pinjambuku.org yesterday. It's a cool site where you can rent a book for free from the members. This site was supposed to be the online library and you have to trust everybody. They've had run it from May 2011 so t's quite new. And there was only about 60-80 collection.

Then I send about 15 books for them and I agree to the consequences that I would lost it or never see the books again. Because once they've been borrowed by people, you have to borrowed it back to read it again. Quite a pain in the ass, huh.

That's why the books in that library was a trash and so I willingly to give my best collection. I hope that site will populer and become much better.
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There goes, gath!

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It's been half a year or so I didn't hang out with my High School Friend. We were having a break almost at the same time so it's easy to arrange a gathering. They were pretty often to gath but I always had no time to come. So, I decided today meet them. I went on-time but they were came sooooo laaaaate then they're suppossed to be. So, I spent half an hour in parking lot alone and garing *kriuuk*



Well, I thought they'd be more to come but eventually only 7 could made it. But, show must go on. We ate at Super Sambel where the sambels were very spicy and super hot!! We were all gone crazy and sweat like a pig. Me and Jajap even forced to cry because those evil indonesian's chilli. We even ordered another ice drink and a bowl of rice to chill down. And in no time that feel like forever we finished already. We'd just need 30 minutes to feel the pain. Just 30 minutes but felt like forever. Can you believe it? 30 minutes!

Then we headed to Madiun Square. It's alun-alun city but then about a year ago it had been reconstructed and been named Madiun Square. I saw Madiun Square in the noon, it's looked empty, spacious, and extremely hot. But in the night for the first time I went there, it's crowded with people, so luminance with light, and clean! There's a lot of people who light the fireworks. Love it.

Holidays Alert!!

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So, I get a long holidays before I continue to start my new semester. You can call it Summer Holiday but of course it's not literaly summer because I live in tropical country so everyday is summer for me. LOL.

Then, I have a few plans to spent a quality time during this holiday.

1. Read, read, read and read!

I've been in pain for bills that keep coming because I'm shopping like crazy! Okay, maybe I'm not like those girl who loves shopping for fashion. Well, I do love fashion but I'm not Fashion chic or whatever you call it. I love to spent more on books than buying clothes. Well, I'm shopping books. Like, almost half a dozen books in one go. And in less than 1 weeks interval. It's crazy, you know. Because I keep buying but have no time to read all those books. So, I keep piling-up dozens books in my dorm and when there's no free space anymore so I sent back half of it to my parents house. And they were like really freak out and going crazy because I spent a lot of their money.

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Currently I've been challenge myself to read at some amount books which led by Goodread: 2011 Reading Challenge

And I've decide to challenge myself to read 211 books this year because it's 2011 and there is no way I could read a thousands, so that's a reason why I'm reading like crazy. I try to read at least one book a day and it works since I have more free time. So far it's become my best plan to ever being work out. I've been reading 126 books and soon-to-be 128 so I'm positive I'll pass 211 books before December. Wish me luck guys :D

2. Driving Lesson

My Dad tutoring me by himself. We were driving in empty blocks around rice field so it was quite and very hot. It's not warm, it's damn hot. I swear it's about 42 Celcius so in no time I quickly get tanned.

Well, I'm lacking consistency so we merely doing it only for 3 days. I planned to get paid-driving-lesson, it'll cost a lot but we agreed that will works for me better than if he do it. So, I wish I could get driving license before August end which is 3 weeks to go.

3. Get a pixie cut

You know, I always have this impulsive behaviour to get my hair done. So, two days after I start my holiday I get my hair bob. It's about my shoulder. And another bob which is shorter than before—it's only two weeks after the first done—about my neck. Then, I finished it beautifully with pixie three days later. I don't wanna ruin my first pixie ever so I chose the most wellknown barbershop in my town so I'll get the best kapster to get my hair done.

The funny thing is the kapster don't know what pixie is! Oh-my-god, I almost can't believe it. I mean, helloow, EmWatz's Pixie had been a cover in a dozens international magz for a year, how could he don't know that? Well, I gest he suppose only read middle-age-lads magazine because that's the only mags they'd ever gave to me. So, I was told him it's like dudes hair model. Short and really literely dude's hair. There was no other way to explain better than saying "Hey, cut my hair like a dude's hair, thanks." And here we have a lady with-dude's-hair-who-insist-it's-a-pixie.

4. Cooking

It's really never happened since my mother insist to cook my favorites food so, I really have no chance to cook. I guess we can save it for another "free time".


5. Work-out

Yeah, rite.

This one is the only planned I always know that would never ever gonna happen. So, I'm giving up!

Well, afterall it's good to know I have done and currently doing about 3 of 5, you know!!

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So, how's your holiday?

Empty

It's been 3 days I'm in a dump mood.

• I don't want to chat, so I stay quiet
• I don't want to socializong, so I stay alone
• I don't want to communicate, so I turn of my phone
• I don't want to eat, so I cancel all my dinner appointment

I think I'm in this some kind of 'trans' phase every 3 months. I feel like zombie, don't wanna do anything and isolated from other world, the worst part is I don't care if I'm isolated from my social world. I just wnat to be aloooone.

I'm npt even in the bad mood phase. I don't even feel angry or bother about anything. I just.. I feel empty~