Not a box full of stone but a stone as big as a box

I remember that night, when I'm still a new kid in the boarding house. I heard a loud noises around 3 AM. Bump, bump, bump! It's like a something really heavy hitted the ground.

So I checked out and I saw a girl (I supposed she's my senior) lifted a box in the stairs. One at a time, seems like a real heavy thing.

I helped her out. It's a damned heavy. She said it's a stone and I was like 'Yeah, rite. No way it's a stone. And why is it so big anyway. And why are you carrying a big heavy stone at 3AM?'

But I didn't say a thing and just helped her out then got back to sleep in my room.

The next day I knew she studies geodesi so that night before was a real stone then. Wew..

So Much for Promises

I did it again, huh?

Promise to write more often but then it's been 5 months since my last post. Haha.

Well I'm not sorry actually. As usual, busy schedule, not in the mood, or currently in the appropriate situation to write any.

So, here my current state: I get a tifus.

Not that bad, only a pre-symptons but I got down pretty harsh and my parents kinda freak out. They told me to 'opname' immediately while I think a big nonsense since I still can take care of myself. I can even driving in the morning though I'm down again in the afternoon and every other night.

So, in the middle of my struggle (hell yeah). I heard that this Scholarship's application I wanted since high school is must be filled in due to the day after tomorrow.

I'm in such a rush to get my photograph taken, asking an approval to the faculty, and completed all of the papers that necessary in 1 day. I took care of it in high fever, and my body is so weak. But I'm willing to do it anyway.

The disaster happened when I still can get the faculty's approval in the deadline's day. It was 31 May's, and they can only approved me the next day, on 1 June.

I decided it to sent it without the approval's paper. But the courier said they can only delivered the application on 1 June. Oh meeeen.. But I want it so bad So I kept sent it anyway.

Then on 1 June I sent the approval paper from my faculty and the courier said the can delivered it on 2 June. Still, I sent it anyway.

My senior said we'll got a text from them if our application's been accepted and then we can go to next level: Psychotest (did I wrote it right?). But the day passed and I still haven't gotten the text.

This is it. I ruined my only chances! Shit! Goodbye scholarship! I gave up. I never thought about it anymore.. But then the text was coming today~

OMG I'm so glad !!

But the test will be held on 13th June. Damn, I have a final test that day and in the same time. I can feel my happiness fade away. Damn, I won't make it. Goodbye... (again)

That's before my friend texted me and told me if we'll have the final text in the next following week, not this week!

Shit happens!

I still get the chances, boy!

Yes, yes!!

I'm going to have a psikotes on 13th June. And hopefully I can get on the interview, and passed it as well. Pleaseeeee let me be the one of the chosen!

Thanks, God! You really love me..

I'll try my best. Please, please let me get the scholarship, please!